Thinking about the ways my American Mexican family’s traditions and cultural influences affected mainstream celebrations, I arrived this year at a decidedly 21st-century question: “How do families celebrate these holidays with transgender parents?”
Gabrielle is a divorced, white, 48-year-old systems engineer and transgender woman living in Fremont, a suburb of San José, California. Her former wife is a public safety worker whose job responsibilities have made it difficult for her to parent their daughter. As a result, Gabrielle is a single parent with custody of their 17-year old daughter.
I had contacted Gabrielle with the idea of learning more about how transgender parents celebrate Mother’s Day/Father’s Day, but I ended up learning much more about one woman’s approach to parenting that is grounded in mutual respect between parent and child.
Gabrielle made the painful decision to delay her gender change for her daughter’s sake. “One of the reasons that I didn’t transition sooner is that my daughter needed a father, a male figure in her life,” she says. “Inasmuch as I so desperately needed to change, she was more important.”
Her remarks underscore the sacrifices that parents will frequently make for the sake of their children. Immigrant parents will journey across dangerous social and geographic terrain to arrive at a place where they can create a better life for their families. Working parents will take on multiple jobs to pay for their children’s college educations. Gabrielle believes that children’s needs are paramount, and that parents must place those needs ahead of their own.
If I could give one bit of advice to someone who is thinking about transitioning, male to female or female to male, think about your obligations with your children first. They really, really need you to be there. At that point in your life, you need to be grownup enough to learn how to sacrifice and put those feelings aside. Be patient because they need you more.
This family has had to consciously disassemble and refigure gender roles within the social structure of a family, but it’s not as confusing as one might think. “I will always be her father,” Gabrielle says. “She has one mother, who birthed her. I will always be her father, regardless of what gender I present.”
But what about Father’s Day?
Gabrielle says, “I don’t care one way or another whether there’s a Father’s Day. I don’t need Father’s Day for my daughter and I to have a really great relationship. Every day is Father’s Day for her and I.”
Gabrielle points to one way in which her daughter acknowledged and supported her as she transitioned from her male to female self.
“She knew I was really having a hard time with the name-change process. She actually went to court with me, where I had to do a legal petition to change my name. She was there with me.”
A lesson that I carried away from Gabrielle’s story is that if parents are able to communicate their humanity in ways that don’t rely on selfish, guilt-based, manipulative processes, or that aren’t accompanied by threat of punishment, there might be a time when every day, if not every moment, is a non-gender celebration of parenting.
Mother’s Day. Father’s Day. How did these observances get started in the first place?
Some historians say that honoring mothers dates back to festivities which celebrated Cybele, a goddess whose origins are rooted in Greek/Phrygian/Minoan/Mycenean traditions. Accounts have described Cybele’s male worshippers as ritually castrating themselves, dressing in women’s garb and assuming women’s roles, in her honor.
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